Sunlight... where art thou?

Starting to get the blues.  Dark mornings, grey skies, and bright flourescent lights all contributing to my feeling of ennui.  I love the rain and the breeze but I would love it better if I got some light.  Work just doesn't have as much joy as usual.  Dark thoughts flit on the horizon and I'm left wondering if I'm paranoid, depressed, or simply human.  

One thing I've realised is now that I'm done being pregnant, and recovering from being pregnant - my mind is back and wanting more.  Physically I'm not fettered either and this leaves me feeling like there's got to be something I'm forgetting to do.

Take a chill pill is actually what I should be doing.  Why I'm putting myself into a stressful state - who knows?  Is it the weather?